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[07 Oct 2005|10:21pm]
drama.

i love my life.



and im not being sarcastic.
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[01 Jun 2005|03:36pm]
moved in.
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[09 May 2005|02:36pm]
244 west 64th street here i come!

so im pretty much out of here. june 1st! woohoo

everyone better come visit me!
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[12 Apr 2005|12:20am]
new life??
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finally a vacation. . . [10 Mar 2005|10:38am]
aubrey. . .
emily. . .
lauren. . .
st thomas. . .
24 hours!
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god dammit! [06 Feb 2005|10:45pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | mates of state ]

dammit.


i hate when you totally stop missing someone for a R E A L L Y long time

then A L L of a sudden you miss them again

fuckin balls. thats all i have to say.

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[27 Jan 2005|04:18pm]
i hate when oprah makes me cry
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hittin up the DUNK! [12 Jan 2005|10:58pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

providence was amazing!
hanging out with kel is my all time favorite thing to do in the world. . .
did the normal providence thing, thayer street. . ben and jerrys. . . the creperie. . . mall. . . 80s night. . . seeing katia. . . so over all a pretty fun time

highlights of the trip

dying kellys hair black
kelly making out with some random guy at 80s night
me dancing with afro man paul
sarah finding the love of her life
jaimes outfit. .hot pink is sooo her color and she is totally Six's twin

theres alot more awesomely amazing stuff. . but im way too tired to even remember what happened

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[28 Dec 2004|01:30am]
so today at work. . some guy told me i had a refreshing personality. . and i was a breath of fresh air in the retail business. .

i fuckin rock!
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i so made sunglass hut and watchstation international my BITCH! [17 Dec 2004|01:18pm]
so yea yesterday was my first day of work. .which i rocked at. . hahaha me and tom are best friends now. . . he totally didn't show me how to do anything. . so i had to just figure it out. . but i learned how to close the store all nice. . and i know secret tunnels and hallways in the mall now. . . other than that i sold 3 pairs of sunglasses. . which was fun. . my first lady was ridiculous. . i love her. . she was like flipping out when i said she was my first sale. . . but we picked out a sweet pair of Ralph Laurens for her. . .

other than that. . tom went up into the ceiling to see if he could find a wire. . cuz hes crazy. . so for like 2 hours he was just crawling around in the ceiling. . . met this kid jason too. . hes my second new bestfriend. . he works at sunglasshut sometimes . . but mostly he works at lens crafters. . but hes pretty funny. . he totally made fun of the crazy security guard who i think was slightly retarded. . but it was ok. . i just laughed. . .also he told me that he could see me on laguna beach so thats why i love him. . and he invited me to wing night. . so im totally gunna hit that up. . . got home around 12ish. . then had to wake up at 6 cuz i had to be at school by 730 cuz i had a finally at 8. . . which i think i failed but its ok. . everythings fine. . and then i had another finally which i rocked so it equals out. .

other than that life is GREAT. just DANDY. i love it.
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[13 Dec 2004|12:55am]
cant sleep.

i hate not being able to fall asleep.




i had something profound and interesting to say. . . but i dont know how to write it . . .and i just dont feel like saying it

blah blah fucking blah
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[08 Dec 2004|10:30pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | law and order ]

so my birthday was nice.
got a job.
had class allll day.
had a test.
mom made a sweet dinner.
devan witnessed the craziness of my family.
ice cream cake.
bday gifts.
thousands of cards, IMs and calls.
all in all it was a very nice day.

god its scary being 20.

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[05 Dec 2004|12:22am]
so for the past few weeks ive been having some wierd ass up dreams. . . i have dreamt about man eating dolphins, marry prince william, being ryan from the OCs best friend and going to jingle ball with him. . and most recently last night i dreamt that i was riding on a rollercoaster with my grandmother and it went off the track and we flew up into the air then crashed into a field and i broke my arm. . . so idk why i keep having these wierd dreams but i love it
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[02 Dec 2004|11:03am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

wasting two hours before class sucks. i cant wait til next semester when i dont have to sit around doing nothing. . . i get to sit through 5 straight classes 3 days a week.. . woopwoop!

so thanksgiving was alright. . . my birthday is next tuesday. . . eh i dont know if i really want to be 20. . . its such a scary number. . . i have no special plans. . . i wish i was doing something fun. . . but no ones really around. . . and i dont want to drive to new hampshire. . . hopefully ill figure something out . . . other than that my life is extremely boring. . . im doing well in all my classes. . . the work isn't that bad anymore. . . finals start in 2 weeks. . . then a month of fun!! i cant wait. . . plus on devans bday we are all going to the city and staying in a hotel. . . which should be sweet. . . i keep having random dreams that ill meet someone there. . like someone famous to fall in love with . . .hahahaha. . .hopefully it will be Prince William

Plus next year will rock. kelly and i are gunna have some major adventures where ever we end up!




i think im taking a road trip to cali and never coming back next year. . anyone want to join?

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[28 Nov 2004|04:24pm]
this weekend was good. it was nice seeing some people.

cold spring was beautiful. i love that place.




ps.

alexander wasn't that bad
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good weekend [21 Nov 2004|10:31pm]
"did anyone else see that lady FLIP OUT"

hahaha oh man another weekend of adventure with kelly
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[17 Nov 2004|10:51pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

can't sleep.


all of these terrible thoughts keep rushing through my mind.

things i want to say.

things i should of explained.

but they all end up being horrible and mean

pent up emotions=worst thing ever

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[15 Nov 2004|04:21pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

i went for a long drive today. i did the lake tour of putnam and westchester. . . it was such a great day. . . i wish i had someone to just drive around with. . .but it was nice just being alone. . . did some thinking. . . did some singing. . . raced a bunch of 16 year old boys. . . stopped and sat by a reservoir. . . went down random roads and found cool secret spots. . . almost got pulled over by a cop. . . but i waved and smiled and he did the same back. . . so it was all good. . . so all in all. . .it was a great sunday afternoon drive on a monday.

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"my heart feels heavy" [10 Nov 2004|10:10pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | bright eyes ]

im really tired. i wake up tired. i go to class tired. i sit at home tired. i really dont know whats my deal. i know i should get out and do stuff but i feel exhausted.



for some reason today i felt all sad but not really sad just down. i wouldn't say i was in a bad mood or upset. just down. im really disappointed. in myself, my family, friends. i just feel really let down but i guess there is nothing more i can do.

i really took it all to well. i really should of screamed FUCK YOU. but i can't or worse . . . i wont


i need a hug.

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lalalalalala [06 Nov 2004|11:41am]
[ mood | ditzy ]
[ music | spice girls! ]

if anyone wants head... its $5 per suck!!

i hear i am fantastic at sucking cock!

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